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Bone China By Laura Purcell

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“Ignorant people always fancied that ghosts appeared as shrouded ghouls. Anyone who had suffered loss could tell them differently. Sounds and smells haunted with more persistence, dragged you backwards in a way nothing else could”

RATING: 5/5

BLURB: “Consumption has ravaged Louise Pinecroft’s family, leaving her and her father alone and heartbroken. But Dr Pinecroft has plans for a revolutionary experiment: convinced that sea air will prove to be the cure his wife and children needed, he arranges to house a group of prisoners suffering from the same disease in the cliffs beneath his new Cornish home.

Forty years later, Hester Why arrives at Morvoren House to take up a position as nurse to the now partially paralysed and almost entirely mute Miss Pinecroft. Hester has fled to Cornwall to try and escape her past, but she soon discovers that her new home may be just as dangerous as her last…”

REVIEW: I have been a huge fan of Laura Purcell since reading her debut novel ‘The Silent Companions‘, which I ranked as my favourite book of 2018. When I received ‘Bone China’ for my birthday from a friend I was so excited, hence why it was one of my first reads of the lockdown – and why I read the whole thing within three hours.

‘Bone China’ is told from two perspectives, one in the present day and one in the past, a writing tactic that I always love as I feel it allows the reader to get a really rounded picture of both the setting and the characters. One perspective is that of Hester Why, whom I would class as the main protagonist of the two. Hester’s perspective takes place in the present day as she starts her employment as a lady’s maid at Morvoren, though she also tells us of her past as a maid to Lady Rose, an employment that ended in tragedy and scandal when Rose miscarried two babies – the second of which died due to Hester’s meddling.  Hester not a likeable protagonist, and nor is she a reliable narrator – her alcoholism and reliance on gin and laundanum means that she often behaves irratically and is prone to outbursts of temper when she is running low on these vices. Despite this, she is the only character we really can rely on as she is the only one who does not allow her life to be dictated by the belief in mischevious and malignant fairies and pixies, like the rest of the staff – and indeed, the mistress – at Morvoren House do. Hester finds the superstitions that the staff have confusing and ridicules the measures they take to ward off the fairies, which include balls made of pages from the bible and a small china doll carried around by Miss Rosewyn, that is meant to confuse the fairies into stealing the doll rather than the woman. Reading from a modern perspectives we also find these superstitions ridiculous, and therefore rely on Hester as the only character who’s sceptism is similar to our own.

As events taking place at Morvoren house become more difficult to explain, we are treated to a narration of the events of the past that have led up this point, from the perspective of Hester’s mistress, Louise Pinecroft. Louise is a far more likeable narrator and it is heartbreaking to read her story of the loss of her family to consumption and the subsequent decline of her father’s mental health as her desperately tries to find a cure. I found the inclusion of Louise’s dog, Pompey and the blossoming relationship between herself and the patient/convict Harry, to be the only wholesome and warming parts of these sections of the novel, as it is in these parts that the malicious and terrifying truth about the fairies that plague Morvoren become apparent. I felt almost as if I were going insane myself reading it, as the writing in these chapters is so intense and supernatural.

Despite the fact that they are telling very different stories from vastly varying perspectives, I did find Hester and Louise to be similar as characters in some respects. They both act as the voice of reason and rationalism in the sections of the book that they each narrate. They are also both intelligent women with medical backgrounds and impressive medical knowledge for the time period; these skills are something they are eager to display as they both have a need to be needed. They also both strongly seek approval and love from those above them; Hester from her previous mistress, Lady Rose, and Louise from her doctor father, Ernest. The fact that both women are then flung together in a time of supernatural crisis at Morvoren house seems like part of the design of the fairies, and the fact that it is Hester who ends up ‘saving the day’ is something I certainly could not have predicted.

The novel overall is incredibly immersive, allowing the reader to begin to believe in the fantasy world that plagues the characters as we ourselves read all the more frantically in order to understand what is going on. I absolutely loved it and grew fond of both protagonists despite their failings. I absolutely cannot wait for Purcell’s next novel.

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Post Lockdown Bucket List

So my friend Catherine messaged me yesterday to tell me she had written herself a post-lockdown list of things that she wants to do once we’re all able to go about our daily lives again, which I thought was a great idea for another blog post! It came at an opportune time as I was feeling pretty down yesterday when I turned the calendar over to April and realised that all of the exciting things I had planned for this month are no longer able to happen. Of course we’re all having up and down days and realisations like that may seem small, but can really knock you down for a little while. Thinking about all the things I want to reschedule, plan and enjoy once all this is over really lifted my spirits, so I thought I would share my list with you all here. Try making your own – it’s always nice to have something to look forward to, even if you don’t know exactly when it will be.

 

  • Zizzi and Shopping –  my friend Phoebe and I have a strong shared love of the restaurant Zizzi, our chosen spot for Christmas/Birthday present swaps, graduation celebrations, post essay hand-in celebrations…basically our chosen spot for any celebration since our time at uni together. We’ve concluded that we are going to go on a visit to Zizzi that involves us ordering anything with cheese on and every cocktail on their menu, plus a shopping trip (not that COVID-19 has been particularly kind to my finances of late, which makes most of these plans rather ambitious…) and coffee from every chain coffee shop we can think of. Yes, we’re those people.
  • My boyfriend is having serious Wagamama cravings at the moment. He lived in Japan for six months a few years back and Japanese food is still 100% his favourite thing, so a trip to Wagamama is a must for him once all this is over. I can’t resist a yasai katsu curry, so I’m definitely good with tagging along on that one.
  • Book a Holiday – I was planning on booking us a holiday for either the beginning of the summer holidays (we both work in a SEN school in the normal world) or the October half term, and was thinking of taking my boyfriend to Prague. I went there in October 2018 and absolutely LOVED it, and there are so many things there that I think he would love to see, plus a few things that I didn’t get the chance to explore that I’d love us to experience together (we make it our mission to go to the sex museum in every country we visit, for a start). I was also debating linking this with a trip to Budapest…fingers crossed we’re able to do this sometime soon.
  • Hub – it’s a little tradition my boyfriend and I have that every so often we will treat ourselves  to a ‘Hub weekend’. Hubs are these super cute chain of very technological hotels owned by Premier Inn. They have about seven in London and three in Edinburgh, and we’re working our way through staying at all of them. It’s a really nice way to focus on exploring a different little part of London each time – my favourite so far has been the one in Brick Lane – and also the rooms are so cute and cosy that it just feels like being in a better version of home. I’ll definitely be booking one up for my boyfriend’s birthday, but if I can somehow manage to afford an extra one to celebrate the end of quarantine I’ll definitely be doing it!
  • House Party –  our friends who were are hoping to move in with once all of this is over usually throw epic house parties, and I am seriously missing them! An excuse to get super drunk, sing along to ‘Mulan’ at the top of my lungs and then stagger back to our house (fortunately only five minutes away from theirs) is just what I need right now.
  • Mum’s birthday – My Mum’s birthday was the Saturday after lockdown, and I had gotten tickets for us to go and see a matinee of ‘&Juliet’ in a couple of weeks’ time. Obviously that has now been cancelled, but me and my Mum always have great days out together, so I’m really looking forward to being able to rebook the show and have a day of theatre, lunch and shopping with my best friend.
  • ‘Six’ sing-along – My boyfriend and I have seen ‘Six’ (the musical about the wives of Henry VIII – if youre bored, look up the soundtrack; I guarantee you will be dancing around the room knowing every word in no time) twice now, but last time some grumpy person behind us got annoyed with us miming along with the songs (okay, I can see how that might have been slightly annoying) so we’re planning on going to the sing-along show in November, if tickets are still available and it’s still going ahead. I’ll be SORRY NOT SORRY for singing along this time (that was a terrible pun. I am sorry.)
  • Visiting friends – we had train tickets booked to visit our friend Adam and his fiancee down in Hastings at the end of this month, which has now had to be cancelled. We had a lovely time last time we visited so I’m really disappointed – Adam was my class teacher last year so to go from spending every day with someone dealing with really challenging situations, to not seeing them for months at a time, is really tough! Our friends Catherine and Craig are also top of the list, as we haven’t been able to visit them up near Yorkshire since June last year, and havem’t seen them since they came to London for a few days at Christmas. Catherine’s got some really cool ideas for stuff we can do when we visit, including a museum and an alpaca farm, so hoping to get up there as soon as humanly possible!
  • Present Swap – my best friend Katie and I have been absolutely rubbish at coordinting our schedules lately and consequently haven’t seen each other since the end of January. Both our birthdays have passed since then which means we also have presents to give each other! I think I will actually have to dust off her present at this rate, but both of us are determined to meet up as soon as all of this is over.
  • Cuddle Buddy – I’ve been lucky enough to still see Buddy, my parents’ gorgeous greyhound, as I’ve been walking to their house, having him passed to me on a lead, taking him for a walk and then taking him back to the house and making my own way home. It’s great and means I still get to see him, but doesn’t give much opportunity for cuddles, so I am going to give him SO MANY snuggles when we’re free.
  • Movie Night with Grandad –  my Grandad lives close by and loves old movie adaptations of Edgar Allen Poe classics, which me and my boyfriend have discovered we quite enjoy too. We’d just started up the tradition of going over to his on Tuesday evenings and watching a movie a week when all this kicked off, so I’m looking forward to the three of us getting together again and having a giggle over some of the special effects.
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Since I Last Wrote…

So aside from the country now being on some crazy-ass lockdown and feeling like I’m living in a dystopia movie, a LOT has happened in my life since I wrote my last post on here on 10/03/19.  I’m not entirely sure how I ended up taking such a long and unintentional break from this blog, but it’s a break I intend to end now. I’ll write more about my plans for this blog at the end of this post,  but first – here are some of the big (and small) things I’ve done in the year since I last wrote…

 

  • I moved out of my parents’ house! I was pretty much living with my boyfriend at his Mum’s anyway, but last May we moved out into our own ridiculously tiny studio flat. It’s given us no end of trouble, and as soon as this lockdown is over we’re moving into a house share with a few of our friends who live close by, but it’s been a great experience having a place of our own – it’s just now time for us to save for a bigger one! On the upside, if we haven’t killed each other living in one tiny room for a whole year, I’d say the chances of us managing to spend the rest of our lives together are pretty good.
  • I’ ve done a lot of travelling! Since last March my partner and I have travelled to Berlin, Edinburgh, Paris, Brighton and, most recently, Barcelona. One of my plans for this blog is to write up travel diaries for all of these trips, sharing recommendations and amazing things that we experienced.

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  • I took part in my first professional photo shoot! My boyfriend booked it as a surprise and I was super nervous, but ended up having the best time. Just wish I could have somehow made my hair and make up from that day last forever…

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  • I became the proud part-owner of another retired greyhound. After we lost Ginge in September 2018, my parents struggled for a long time with the thought of getting another dog. However, they finally came around and welcomed Buddy into our family. He’s silly, dopey and absolutely adorable. Ginge was really my dog and no-one could ever take his place in my heart, but I love going to visit Buddy at my parents’ house.

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  • I went on a 1920’s themed night where I got to dress as a flapper and enter an abandoned warehouse using a secret password. It felt so real and the food, drink and music were incredible – look up Lost Love Speakeasy if it sounds like something you would be interested in!
  • I went on my sixth trip to Comic Con, which dangerously took place while me and my boyfriend were in the midst of our ‘Vikings’ obsession – consequently we spent a shit ton of money on a Viking stall and consequently still have several unopened bottles of a bizarre sparkly wine called ‘Shieldmaiden’.
  • I’ve seen four new shows at the theatre – ‘Waitress’ (twice!), ‘Hunchback of Notre Dame’, ‘Six’ and ‘&Juliet’, all of which were incredible. I’m planning on adding theatre reviews into this blog too, although all my upcoming theatre trips have been cancelled due to the virus.
  • I sang karaoke – WHILE SOBER. This, for me, is a very big deal.
  • I went to a Christmas party – where I was undoubtedly the least sober I have ever been.
  • I cooked my first Christmas dinner from scratch and, if I do say so myself, it was pretty incredible.
  • I saw in the New Year with my boyfriend and our soon-to-be housemates.
  • I held a very successful charity bake sale in aid of the charity CRY, and was blown away by the support from my colleagues, both in terms of donating baked goods and donating money.
  • Found out that two of my friends are pregnant and another is engaged – and she asked me to be bridesmaid!

I’ve also read lots of books, which is important for me to mention as that’s what this blog began as – a book-review blog! I’ll still be doing book reviews  – the next one will be on ‘How to Fail’ by Elizabeth Day, which I’m currently reading and absolutely love – just incorporating new kinds of posts into the blog too. Of the books I’ve read in the last year, my favourites are;

  • ‘The Girl in the Tower’ by Katherine Arden
  • The Flat Share’ by Beth O’Leary
  • ‘The Binding‘ by Bridget Collins
  • ‘Clover Moon‘ by Jacqueline Wilson
  • Elizabeth is Missing‘ by Emma Healey

So alongside the book reviews and the other types of post I’ve already mentioned (theatre reviews and travel diaries), I want to also write about my anxiety, cheap London living (which I’ve had to get very good at very quickly) and various other things I’ve learned. Because what better time to revamp a blog than when you’re trapped in the house 24/7?

 

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One Day in December by Josie Silver

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RATING: 5/5

BLURB: “Laurie is pretty sure love at first sight doesn’t exist. After all, life isn’t a scene from the movies, is it? But then, through a misted-up bus window one freezing day, she sees a man she knows instantly is the one. Their eyes meet, there’s a moment of pure magic…and then her bus drives away.

Laurie thinks she’ll never see the boy from the bus again. But at a party later that year, her best friend Sarah introduces her to the new love of her life. Who is, of course, the boy from the bus.

Determined to let him go, Laurie gets on with her life. But what if fate has other plans?”

REVIEW: I absolutely loved this book from the get-go. Silver’s writing is easy to read as well as being engaging, heartwarming and bittersweet in turn, and the reader is instantly able to connect with Laurie, the protagonist, and agonises over her predicament. As the novel goes on, the will-they-won’t-they situation facing Laurie and Jack becomes ever more intense, and there are several moments throughout the novel where I was on the edge of my seat thinking they were finally about to get together. Although the reader can clearly see that the two are destined for each other, all the way through I still could not predict exactly how the events would turn out. All of the characters are likeable and have very individual personalities, making them both realistic and empathetic. The combination of the characters and the writing style make the whole novel feel highly identifiable, and it had the perfect ending to it.

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The Bedlam Stacks by Natasha Pulley

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RATING: 4/5

BLURB: “In uncharted Peru, the holy town of Bedlam stands at the edge of a mysterious forest. Deep within are cinchona trees, whose bark yields the only known treatment for malaria.

In 1859, across the Pacific, India is ravaged by the disease. In desperation, the India Office dispatches the injured expeditionary Merrick Tremayne to Bedlam, under orders to return with cinchona cuttings. But there he meets Raphael, an enigmatic priest who is the key to a secret which will prove more valuable than they could ever have imagined.”

REVIEW: I received this book for Christmas, having been eager to read it for some months. I was instantly hooked by Pulley’s interesting writing and narrative style; from the beginning, everything is vividly portrayed and described, and made the protagonist Merrick Tremayne’s highly unusual home instantly appear realistic and believable. This exquisite description was a feature that I continued to admire throughout the novel, as I genuinely felt that I could see and imagine the various areas of Peru, and the mysterious, somewhat magical land of Bedlam, as though I had visited there myself. As a character, Merrick is easy to warm to – an intelligent, forthright yet compassionate man, we find it easy to sympathise with his physical condition and continuously will him on in his mission in Bedlam.

When Merrick reluctantly travels, together with old university friend Clem, both are met with more than they bargained for when they discover how closely the precious cinchona trees are guarded. Visitors are viewed with suspicion and threatened with violence, and Merrick quickly invents a tale that they are simply on the search for good, Peruvian coffee. Raphael, a mysterious local, offers his aid against the will of the local pub owner, and soon turns out to know far more about Merrick’s quest than is initially realised..

The heady mixture of deep religious belief, superstition and just a touch of magic makes this novel both complex and hard to put down, and the reader is sucked into a world that feels both real and fantastical. I loved reading of the growing friendship between Merrick and Raphael, and found Clem rather a frustrating character. It often felt almost as though he was getting in the way of the story, despite initially appearing to be an integral part of the plot. I was still surprised, however, at how matter-of-factly his death was dealt with, and at the fact that his pregnant widow was barely even mentioned or thought of – this, I felt, seemed out of character for an empathetic and considerate protagonist like Merrick. However, Clem’s death is also overshadowed by the figures of the markayuq, religious statues who seem to have minds and spirits of their own. These figures are both fascinating and terrifying, and reminded me somewhat of the Weeping Angels in Doctor Who!

Overall, I really enjoyed this book. In a strange sense it felt as though not a lot really happened at all, but at the same time it felt fast-paced and I found it very difficult to put down. I absolutely loved the ending and am very much looking forward to reading Pulley’s other novel, ‘The Watchmaker of Filigree Street’, which I have yet to discover.

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Top 10 Books of 2018

Despite having read a few less books than last year – a total of 65 – I have read some really amazing novels. A lack of time and having a lot more going on, both mentally and emotionally, hasn’t meant that I haven’t still really enjoyed reading as much as I get the chance to. I’m hoping to read a few more books in 2019, but for now, here are my Top Ten Books of 2018!

 

10. What Alice Forgot by Liane Moriarty

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“He made her more confident, funnier, smarter. He brought out all the things that were there already and let her be fully herself, so she seemed to shine with this inner light. He loved her so much, he made her seem even more lovable.”

9. The Corset by Laura Purcell

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“But then I have noted that murderous thoughts seldom trouble the pretty and the fashionable.”

8. The Devil in the Marshalsea by Antonia Hodgson

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“There is so much fear in this place sometimes I think it has seeped into the walls.”
7. House Rules by Jodi Picoult
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“I think you’re the only person who gets me. When I’m with you, the world doesn’t feel like a problem I can’t figure out. Please come to the dance, because you’re my music.”
6. Three Things About Elsie by Joanna Cannon
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“I think the hardest part of losing anyone is that you still have to live with the same scenery. It’s just the person you are used to isn’t a part of it any more, and all you notice are the gaps where they used to be. It feels as though, if you concentrated hard enough, you could find them again in those empty spaces. Waiting for you.”
5. hold back the stars by Katie Khan
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“First love can break you. But it can also save you.”
4. Eleanor Oliphant is Completely Fine by Gail Honeyman
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“You can’t have too much dog in a book.”
3. How to Stop Time by Matt Haig
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“Everything is going to be all right. Or, if not, everything is going to be, so let’s not worry.”
2. The Miniaturist by Jessie Burton
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“Every woman is the architect of her own fortune.”
1. The Silent Companions by Laura Purcell
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“Death, once conceived, was rapacious. It took all with it.”

 

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The Corset by Laura Purcell

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RATING: 4/5

BLURB: “Dorothea and Ruth. Prison visitor and prisoner. Powerful and powerless.

Dorothea Truelove is young, wealthy and beautiful. Ruth Butterham is young, poor and awaiting trial for murder.

When Dorothea’s charitable work leads her to Oakgate Prison, she is delighted to have the chance to explore her fascination with phrenology and test her hypothesis that the shape of a person’s skull can cast a light on their darkest crimes. But when she meets teenage seamstress Ruth, she is faced with another theory: that it is possible to kill with a needle and thread. For Ruth attributes her crimes to a supernatural power inherent in her stitches.

The story Ruth has to tell of her deadly creations – of bitterness and betrayal, of death and dresses – will shake Dorothea’s belief in rationality, and the power of redemption. Can Ruth be trusted? Is she mad, or a murderer?”

REVIEW: As followers of this blog may remember, I absolutely adored Purcell’s previous novel, ‘The Silent Companions’ – in fact, as it currently stands it will probably be my top book of the year – and couldn’t wait to see if  ‘The Corset’ was just as full of Gothic magic as its predeccessor. It proved to be just as gripping from the off, and was also told from the alternating perspectives of two very different women.

The novel tells the story of Dorothea and Ruth. Dotty is a wealthy young woman living with a disapproving father who is desperate to marry her off, despite the fact that she is secretly planning to run away with a policeman. She also has an obsession with phrenology, a medical sensation of the period in which it was believed that the shape of a person’s skull could determine their character. Dotty, however, is particularly interested in the link between phrenology and murder. As part of her research, she is a frequent visitor at Oakgate prison, having deep discussions with the female inmates and examining their skulls as part of her ‘charitable’ work. When Ruth arrives at the prison Dotty is eager to meet her, due to the severe nature of the crime she is accused of – murder.

Through Ruth’s perspective, we are taken back to where her story begins, and learn a great deal about her unhappy life and the unsettling events that occurred within it. Living in poverty with a drunken father and overworked mother, and mercilessly tormented by her classmates, Ruth is forced to leave work and become an apprentice to her mother after her talent for needlework is discovered, in order to keep the house afloat. But with the tremendously difficult birth of her younger sister Naomi, things suddenly begin to take a dark turn, and Ruth realises that whatever she shows starts to possess a power that she can neither control or stop. This continues when Ruth is forced into work for the formidable Mrs Metyard, whose mania after the death of her husband makes her hugely dangerous for Ruth and the other maids to be around. Her daughter, Kate, appears just as cruel, and Ruth endures hell on earth while living under the Metyards’ roof. The only person who seems able to help her in this dreadful place is Billy Rooker, Kate’s fiance, who often tries to help Ruth and the other girls when the anger of Mrs Metyard puts them in peril. Mrs Metyard’s cruelty is uncovered, however, and Ruth instead begins to work for her daughter, Kate, now married to Billy. But when Kate dies a sudden and mysterios death, Ruth believes that her stitches have once again wreaked pain and revenge, and confesses to her murder…

Dorothea, meanwhile, is fascinated by Ruth’s story, though she takes little heed of the idea of the needle and thread causing so much chaos and death. Alongside her visits to Ruth, Dorothea is also attempting to ward off an unwanted marriage proposal, prevent the remarriage of her father and make her own dreams of a love match a reality. When she learns some home truths about her father, however, Dotty is faced with an impossible decision that only Ruth can help her to make…

I really enjoyed having the alternating perspectives of these two characters, as it enables the reader to get to know them better. I did, however, find myself enjoying Ruth’s chapters considerably more than Dotty’s, and eagerly raced through the pages to get to them. Despite seeming a relatively ordinary young woman, Dotty is decidedly less likeable than the supposed murderer Ruth. She comes across as selfish and macarbe, though the reader does eventually come to admire her will and determination to stand on her own two feet. Ruth, however, is a far more sympathetic character, as we learn more deeply of her suffering, her strength throughout these obstacles, and the fact that the events that unfolded leading up to Kate’s death were not really her fault. I remained hooked all the way through, and as the story got darker and more unpredictable I couldn’t put the novel down. The twist at the end was brilliant, although I had hoped for mercy for Ruth. My love for ‘The Silent Companions’ remains stronger, but I would definitely highly recommend ‘The Corset’.

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hold back the stars by Katie Khan

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RATING: 4/5

BLURB: “Ninety minutes.

A few years from now, not too far in the future, two people meet. It is a classic story of boy meets girl. Except that it’s not. When we find them, they have an hour and a half left. Unless they can save themselves, they won’t survive.”

REVIEW: I was really intrigued by this book, which was bought for me as a gift by my boyfriend when I was going through a particularly difficult time. The premise – a couple who have only ninety minutes left to live – is interesting, and as a reader I was automatically hooked. The novel opens with two astronauts, Max and Carys, having been stranded from their spacecraft and currently floating out amongst the stars, with a diminishing air supply and no feasible way of saving themselves. From this point onwards, the novel switches between their present situation and their past life together, telling the reader the story of their relationship and the world in which they inhabit.

There is initially a vague indication of Max and Carys belonging to a world not unlike our own, but with a vastly different set of rules and political systems. In this world, people are encouraged to live as individuals rather than settling down as couples or families, and go on ‘rotation’ to different parts of the world every few years in order to stop them getting too comfortable anywhere and wasting their potential. At first, the reader is unsure if this is a kind of dystopia or if it is a post-apocalyptic version of our current world. It is later revealed that the latter is true, as we discover that the whole system of the world has changed after nuclear war broke out between the USA and the Middle East, destroying half the world. The relationship that blossoms between Max and Carys is therefore forbidden under their world’s laws, yet it also represents stability in a world in which people are expected to constantly move and change. The depiction of the relationship itself is also very realistic and believable, and many of the feelings the characters discussed and situations they were in reminded me frequently of both my past relationship and my current one, indicating the true realism of Khan’s writing.

The book becomes even more fascinating when, after the reader has become fully attached to Carys and Max and become a champion of their dangerous relationship, we return to the stars among which they are about to die. The death of Max in this chapter, who sacrifices himself to save Carys, is truly heartbreaking, and Khan’s depiction of Carys’ grief after the event is quietely brilliant. I was grieving myself whilst reading this novel, and really felt the depth and empathy of the chapters following Max’s death.

However, the novel then provides us with an alternate ending; one where Carys dies in order to save Max. This is equally as heartbreaking, and the way in which Max falls apart after Carys’ death is also brilliantly written. But. In a third and final unexpected twist, Khan then provides us with another possible ending; one in which Carys and Max realise that they cannot both survive, and that neither of them wish to carry on without the other – and end their lives together by cutting off their own air supplies simultaneously. This ending was the most beautiful and tragic of them all, and the only one that did not have me sitting there in tears – there was a sense of choice, and a sense of love, that made this ending my favourite one, and the one I felt most likely to have occurred if the novel were a real story. Although we as the reader do not actually know which is the real ending – it is left up to us to decide – I feel this is the one that made the most sense after learning of the relationship between the two characters, and I think will be the ending that most readers truly believe in.

I thoroughly enjoyed this book; it was unsual, romantic and excellently written, and I would highly recommend it.

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The Silent Companions by Laura Purcell

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RATING: 5/5

BLURB: “Newly married, newly widowed Elsie is sent to see out her pregnancy at her late husband’s crumbling country estate, The Bridge. With her new servants resentful and the local villagers actively hostile,  Elsie only has her husband’s awkward cousin for company. Or so she thinks. For inside her new home lies a mysterious wooden figure – a silent companion – that bears an unsettling resemblance to Elsie herself…”

REVIEW: I had been eager to read this book since its release, so was extremely happy to receive it as a gift from my boyfriend recently. My hunch about this novel was right, as I absolutely loved it; I cannot praise it highly enough and would be very surprised if it doesn’t end up being my top book of the year. This novel tells the story of Elsie, and flashes between past and present as Elsie, locked up in an asylum and so traumatised she has lost the use of speech, begins to write the story of what happened to her at the urging of her doctor. The whole novel contains a real echo of the traditional Gothic novel, reminiscent of classics like ‘Frankenstein’ and ‘The Monk’ and is hugely gripping from beginning to end. The suspense built in the novel genuinely did give me chills on many occasions, and I felt so sucked into the story that I often completely forgot what was going on around me, as can only happen when reading a truly great book.

As well as the flashes between Elsie’s past and present, a third timeline is added when we learn of the origin of the silent companions and their arrival at The Bridge. During the reign of Charles I, a nobleman’s wife named Anne writes of the events leading up to the King visiting the manor house. She writes frequently of her mute daughter, Hetta, whom she conceived through witchcraft and who seems to show similar kinds of tendencies in terms of her work with plants and herbs. When seeking novelties to decorate the house and impress the King, Anne comes across the wooden ‘companions’ in an antique shop. These are portraits of various people that are also shaped like human beings, meaning that when hidden around the house they would give one a fright upon being seen. As soon as the companions are brought into the household, however, terrifying things begin to occurr…

When pregnant and widowed Elsie is relocated to The Bridge in 1866 with her husband’s cousin Sarah, the servants and villagers act with oddity and hostility towards her. Elsie soon finds herself in danger of far more than malicious gossip, however, when the companions are discovered and begin to multiply, leading Elsie to question just how her husband’s sudden death occurred – and if her and her baby will be next…

This novel is incredibly well-written; both sinister and vividly descriptive, the reader is hooked and thrilled by the entire tale. There are many heartwrenching moments in the novel as well as terrifying ones, and the combination of these leave the reader constantly on edge. The end of the novel – particularly the final word – is especially chilling and leaves the reader stunned, continuing to think about the novel long after closing it. I would very highly recommend this book.

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The Husband’s Secret by Liane Moriarty

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“None of us ever know all the possible courses our lives could have and maybe should have taken. It’s probably just as well. Some secrets are meant to stay secret forever. Just ask Pandora.”

 

RATING: 4.5/5

BLURB: “Mother of three and wife of John-Paul, Cecilia discovers an old envelope in the attic. Written in her husband’s hand, it says: to be opened only in the event of my death.

Curious, she opens it – and time stops.

John-Paul’s letter confesses to a terrible mistake which, of revealed, would wreck their family as well as the lives of others.

Cecilia wants to do the right thing, but right for who? If she protects her family by staying silent, the truth will worm through her heart. But if she reveals her husband’s secret, she will hurt those she loves most…”

REVIEW: Having read previous novels by Moriarty, I was very much looking forward to reading ‘The Husband’s Secret’. This novel tells the stories of four women: Cecilia, Tess, Rachel and, taking place several years prior to the other perspectives, the story of Janie. The novel is instantly gripping as Cecilia discovers the letter from her husband and the reader eagerly urges her on to open it; we are also introduced to Tess very early on, who discovers that her husband is having a relationship with her cousin and best friend Felicity, and to Rachel, a grandmother who is heartbroken at the thought of her son and grandson moving abroad and who has already lost so much. The book is instantly gripping, and the reader is intrigued to see how the stories of these three women who are intially present in the novel could possibly be linked. In this manner, mystery is built whilst the protagonists are made easily likeable as we wait for the letter to be opened.

I had expected to reach almost the end of the novel by the time the contents of the letter were revealed, but actually uncovering the story of Rachel’s murdered daughter Janie and the identity of her killer relatively early on in the novel somehow makes it even more intriguing, as I could not see where the story would then go. The reader is then introduced to Janie through flashbacks where she tells the story of the events leading up to her death, and the twists revealed through these and, indeed, through the present-day perspectives, keep the reader guessing despite the fact that the conclusion of the main mystery has long been revealed. I absolutely loved the ending of the novel and how it links to the butterfly effect, with Moriarty showing us how the lives of the characters would have been had certain events not taken place. I find the whole idea of the butterfly effect fascinating, and loved seeing it depicted fictionally. I didn’t love this novel quite as much as ‘What Alice Forgot’, but I greatly enjoyed it and would highly recommend it all the same.