“I know now that I don’t want to love or be loved in half measures. I want it all, and to have it all, you have to risk it all.”
BLURB: “Lara Jean didn’t expect to really fall for Peter. They had just been pretending. Except suddenly they weren’t. Now Lara Jean is more confused than ever. Then another boy from her past returns to her life, and Lara Jean’s feelings for him return too. Can a girl be in love with two boys at the same time?”
REVIEW: I couldn’t wait to get started on this novel having just finished its predecessor, ‘To All the Boys I’ve Loved Before’, and was pleased to find that ‘P.S. I Still Love You’ flowed seamlessly on from that first novel; it almost felt as though there had not been a break between them at all. The novel picks up with Lara Jean dithering over what to do about her fall out with Peter who, after embarking on a fake relationship with him in order to make their respective crushes jealous, it turns out she does actually have feelings for. Once again, Lara Jean has turned to letter-writing in order to express her feelings for Peter, who she fears will go running back to his domineering ex-girlfriend, Genevieve. The two confess their feelings for one another, and the reader can’t help but be ecstatic when Lara Jean and Peter agree to try out having a relationship for real. It isn’t long, however, before jealousy begins to rear its ugly head, with Lara Jean uncomfortable with the close relationship Peter maintains with Genenvieve, and Peter growing jealous of Lara Jean’s frequent contact with another boy she used to have feelings for, John Ambrose McLaren, who doesn’t help things when he comes back to town and turns out to be the great-grandson of Lara Jean’s favourite resident at the care home she works at. With Peter needing to be at Genevieve’s side in order to help her deal with family issues, and Lara Jean’s friend Stormy trying to push her and John together, their relationship is severely tested. Jealousy is something anyone who has ever been in a relationship can understand, and makes the whole story more relatable for the reader. I found the whole story to be more emotional than the previous novel as the ups and downs of Lara Jean and Peter’s relationships were played out. However, I remained connected to the characters in the novel throughout and felt strong amounts of empathy for them. I still choose Kitty as my ultimate favourite character, however, and I love the sass combined with vulnerability that her character brings to the novel. I read this book in one sitting and did the same with the third and final installment – keep an eye out for my review of that, which I’ll be posting tomorrow!